selfequipped: (step two: MORE PURPLE)
kate bishop (hawkeye) ([personal profile] selfequipped) wrote2014-02-10 02:43 pm

MASK OR MENACE IC CONTACT

"Hey, it's Kate. Leave a message."
inmyothertights: (Billy - pout pout pout)

[personal profile] inmyothertights 2015-03-10 11:29 pm (UTC)(link)
Kate. I developed feelings for a guy. I didn't sleep with him, or kiss him.

Yes, we're still together. He's not angry with me.
inmyothertights: (Billy - ohhhhh)

[personal profile] inmyothertights 2015-03-10 11:44 pm (UTC)(link)
No. I told him that if he wanted to, he didn't have to move in right away.

Okay, you know what, I told you so you wouldn't be surprised, you don't have to dissect it or fix it.
inmyothertights: (Billy - god damn it Loki)

[personal profile] inmyothertights 2015-03-11 12:08 am (UTC)(link)
I am upset! I fucked up, it was me, and I admit it, and I got my boyfriend here and he's hurt and he's hurt because of me!

But I can't force him to just not feel hurt, I can't force him to be okay with it just because I miss him.

I mean I could but it would be gross and unethical and gross.
inmyothertights: (Billy - pretty eyes have seen enough)

[personal profile] inmyothertights 2015-03-11 12:35 am (UTC)(link)
So I told him it was okay. And it is okay. He needs that, to figure it out, he needs it and he deserves it, so it's okay.

It doesn't mean that I like it, or that I'm not sad, but if I let him know he'll just come here and force himself to be okay because Teddy doesn't always think about himself first.
inmyothertights: (Billy - cut up and sad)

[personal profile] inmyothertights 2015-03-12 08:59 pm (UTC)(link)
I hope it won't be.